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NF – The Search

November 4, 2019


♪♪♪ ♪ HEY NATE HOW’S LIFE? ♪ ♪ I DON’T KNOW IT’S ALRIGHT ♪ ♪ I’VE BEEN DEALIN WITH SOME
THINGS LIKE EVERY HUMAN BEING ♪ ♪ AND REALLY DIDN’T
SLEEP MUCH LAST NIGHT ♪ ♪ I’M SORRY ♪ ♪ THAT’S FINE ♪ ♪ I JUST THINK I
NEED A LITTLE ME TIME ♪ ♪ I JUST THINK I
NEED A LITTLE FREE TIME ♪ ♪ LITTLE BREAK FROM THE
SHOWS AND THE BUS RIDES ♪ ♪ LAST YEAR I HAD A BREAKDOWN ♪ ♪ THOUGHTS TELLIN ME
I’M LOST GETTIN TOO LOUD ♪ ♪ HAD TO SEE A
THERAPIST THEN I FOUND OUT ♪ ♪ SOMETHIN FUNNY’S
GOING ON UP IN MY HOUSE ♪ ♪ YEAH STARTED THINKIN
MAYBE I SHOULD MOVE OUT ♪ ♪ YOU KNOW PACK MY
CART TAKE A NEW ROUTE ♪ ♪ CLEAN UP MY YARD
GET THE NOOSE OUT ♪ ♪ HANG UP MY
HEART LET IT AIR OUT ♪ ♪ I’VE BEEN SEARCHIN ♪ ♪ WHAT DOES THAT MEAN
NATE? I’VE BEEN LEARNIN ♪ ♪ GRABBIN MY KEEPSAKES ♪ ♪ LEAVIN MY BURDENS ♪ ♪ WELL I BROUGHT A FEW
WITH ME I’M NOT PERFECT ♪ ♪ LOOKIN AT THE VIEW
LIKE THIS CONCERNS ME ♪ ♪ PICKIN UP THE CUES
RIGHT? I’M QUITE NERVOUS ♪ ♪ HATE IT WHEN I LOSE
SIGHT LIFE GETS BLURRY ♪ ♪ AND THINGS MIGHT HURT ME ♪ ♪ IT’S PROLLY GONNA BE A
LONG JOURNEY BUT HEY!!! ♪ ♪ IT’S WORTH IT THOUGH ♪ ♪ COLD WORLD OUT THERE
KIDS GRAB YOUR COATS ♪ ♪ BEEN A MINUTE I KNOW
NOW I’M BACK TO ROAM ♪ ♪ LOOKING FOR THE ANTIDOTE ♪ ♪ TO CRACK THE CODE ♪ ♪ PRETTY VIVID I ADMIT
IT I’M IN CLASSIC MODE ♪ ♪ DON’T NEED PITY GIVIN TO ME,
BUT I CAN’T CONDONE ♪ ♪ TALKIN DOWN TO ME I’MMA
HAVE TO CRACK YOUR NOSE ♪ ♪ FOR CRACKIN JOKES ♪ ♪ I’M LOOKIN FOR
THE MAP TO HOPE ♪ ♪ YOU SEEN IT? ♪ ♪ BEEN MAKIN A
WHOLE LOT OF CHANGES ♪ ♪ WROTE A SONG ABOUT
THAT YOU SHOULD PLAY IT ♪ ♪ I GET SCARED WHEN I
WALK ON THESE STAGES ♪ ♪ I LOOK AT THE CROWD
AND SEE SO MANY FACES ♪ ♪ YEAH ♪ ♪ THAT’S WHEN I
START TO GET ANXIOUS ♪ ♪ THAT’S WHEN MY
THOUGHTS CAN BE DANGEROUS ♪ ♪ THAT’S WHEN I
PUT ON MY MAKEUP ♪ ♪ AND DROWN IN SELF-HATRED
FORGET WHAT I’M SAYIN AN … ♪ ♪ WHERE THE BEAT GO? ♪ ♪ OHH ♪ ♪ AIN’T THAT SOMETHIN ♪ ♪ DRUMS CAME IN YOU
AIN’T SEE THAT COMIN ♪ ♪ HANDS ON MY HEAD
CAN’T TELL ME NOTHIN ♪ ♪ GOTTA TASTE OF THE
FAME HAD TO PUMP MY STOMACH ♪ ♪ THROW IT BACK UP
LIKE I DON’T WANT IT ♪ ♪ WIPE MY FACE
CLEAN OFF MY VOMIT ♪ ♪ OCD TRYNA PUSH MY BUTTONS ♪ ♪ I SAID DON’T TOUCH IT ♪ ♪ NOW Y’ALL DONE IT ♪ ♪ I CAN BE CRITICAL ♪ ♪ NEVER TYPICAL ♪ ♪ INTRICATE WITH
EVERY SYLLABLE ♪ ♪ I’M A CRIMINAL ♪ ♪ INTIMATE BUT
NEVER POLITICAL ♪ ♪ PRETTY VISUAL ♪ ♪ EVEN IF YOU HATE
IT I MAKE YOU FEEL
LIKE YOU’RE IN IT THOUGH ♪ ♪ YOU CALL ME WHAT YOU WANNA
BUT NEVER CALL ME FORGETTABLE ♪ ♪ LEAVE YOU DEEP IN
THOUGHT I COULD NEVER
SWIM IN THE KIDDY POOL ♪ ♪ WAY THAT I BE THINKIN
IS CINEMATIC ITS BEAUTIFUL ♪ ♪ MAN I DON’T KNOW IF I’M
MAKIN MOVIES OR MUSIC VIDEOS ♪ ♪ THE SALES CAN RISE ♪ ♪ DOESN’T MEAN MUCH THOUGH
WHEN YOUR HEALTH DECLINES ♪ ♪ SEE WE’VE ALL GOT SOMETHIN
THAT WE’VE TRAPPED INSIDE ♪ ♪ THAT WE TRY TO SUFFOCATE
YOU KNOW HOPING IT DIES ♪ ♪ TRY TO HOLD IT UNDER WATER,
BUT IT ALWAYS SURVIVES ♪ ♪ THEN IT COMES UP OUT OF
NOWHERE LIKE AN EVIL SURPRISE ♪ ♪ THEN IT HOVERS OVER YOU
TO TELL YOU MILLIONS OF LIES ♪ ♪ YOU DON’T RELATE TO THAT
MUST NOT BE AS CRAZY I AM ♪ ♪ THE POINT I’M MAKIN IS
THE MIND IS A POWERFUL PLACE ♪ ♪ AND WHAT YOU FEED IT CAN
AFFECT YOU IN A POWERFUL WAY ♪ ♪ IT’S PRETTY COOL RIGHT? YEAH,
BUT IT’S NOT ALWAYS SAFE ♪ ♪ JUST HANG WITH ME THIS
WILL ONLY TAKE A MOMENT OK ♪ ♪ JUST THINK ABOUT
IT FOR A SECOND IF
YOU LOOK AT YOUR FACE ♪ ♪ EVERY DAY WHEN YOU GET UP AND
THINK YOU’LL NEVER BE GREAT ♪ ♪ YOU’LL NEVER BE GREAT ♪ ♪ NOT BECAUSE
YOU’RE NOT BUT THE HATE ♪ ♪ WILL ALWAYS FIND A WAY TO CUT
YOU UP AND MURDER YOUR FAITH ♪ ♪ (WHOO) ♪ ♪ I BEEN DEVELOPIN ♪ ♪ TAKE A LOOK AT THE BENEFITS ♪ ♪ NOTHIN TO MEDDLE WITH ♪ ♪ I COULD NEVER BE DELICATE ♪ ♪ AM I EVEN RELEVANT ♪ ♪ THAT DEPENDS
HOW YOU MEASURE IT ♪ ♪ TAKE A MEASUREMENT ♪ ♪ THEN BAG IT UP AND
GIVE ME THE EVIDENCE ♪ ♪ PRETTY EVIDENT ♪ ♪ DEPENDABLE ♪ ♪ CAN NEVER BE TENTATIVE ♪ ♪ I’M A GENTLEMAN ♪ ♪ DEPENDING ON IF I
THINK YOUR GENUINE ♪ ♪ PRETTY ELEGANT ♪ ♪ BUT NOT AFRAID TO
TELL YOU TO GET A GRIP ♪ ♪ PROPER ETIQUETTE ♪ ♪ I KEEP IT TO
MYSELF WHEN I CELEBRATE ♪ ♪ IT’S THAT TIME AGAIN ♪ ♪ BETTER GRAB YOUR BALLOONS
AND INVITE YOUR FRIENDS ♪ ♪ SEATBELTS BACK ON
YEAH STRAP ‘EM IN ♪ ♪ LOOK AT ME
EVERYBODY I’M SMILIN BIG ♪ ♪ ON A ROAD RIGHT NOW
THAT I CAN’T PREDICT ♪ ♪ TELL ME TONE THAT DOWN,
BUT I CAN’T RESIST ♪ ♪ Y’ALL KNOW THAT SOUND
BETTER RAISE YOUR FIST ♪ ♪ THE SEARCH BEGINS ♪ ♪ I’M BACK SO ENJOY THE TRIP ♪ ♪♪♪

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  1. Why is everyone making memes out of this song and asking for likes… The song itself is deep af, listen to lyrics you might relate to them

  2. Horrible video but good song I know I’ll get a lot hate for saying that but deal with is I’m not gonna be saying lies And kissing his a$$ over some stupid fanboys/girls

  3. Theorists: SEE LOOK… The balloons are drawing away from the shopping cart to the left to show Nate where to go as an influencial guide!

    Nate:

    It's just the wind.

  4. Stupid person: i dont like NF hes to dark
    NFs shoes: I'm about to end this whole man's career.

  5. Bruh in his song when I grow up, he said I am not a beggar, I’m am not a KISS UP, then u look at ALL the comments besides from my

  6. Hey, Nate, how's life?"
    I don't know, it's alright
    I've been dealin' with some things like every human being
    And really didn't sleep much last night (last night)
    "I'm sorry", that's fine
    I just think I need a little me time
    I just think I need a little free time
    Little break from the shows and the bus rides (bus rides), yeah
    Last year I had a breakdown
    Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost gettin' too loud
    Had to see a therapist, then I found out
    Somethin' funny's goin' on up in my house
    Yeah, started thinkin' maybe I should move out
    You know, pack my car, take a new route
    Clean up my yard, get the noose out
    Hang up my heart, let it air out (air out)
    I've been searchin'
    "What does that mean, Nate?"
    I've been learning
    Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin' my burdens
    Well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect
    Lookin' at the view like, this concerns me
    Pickin' up the cues, right? I'm quite nervous
    Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry
    And things might hurt me
    It's prolly gonna be a long journey, but hey (but hey)
    It's worth it, though
    Cold world out there, kids, grab your coats
    Been a minute, I know, now I'm back to roam
    Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code
    Pretty vivid, I admit it, I'm in classic mode
    Don't need pity given to me, but I can't condone
    Talkin' down to me, I'ma have to crack your nose for crackin' jokes
    I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it? (You seen it?)
    Been makin' a whole lot of changes
    Wrote a song about that, you should play it
    I get scared when I walk on these stages
    I look at the crowd and see so many faces, yeah
    That's when I start to get anxious
    That's when my thoughts can be dangerous
    That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred
    Forget what I'm saying, and
    Where'd the beat go?
    Oh, ain't that somethin'?
    Drums came in, you ain't see that comin'
    Hands on my head, can't tell me nothin'
    Got a taste of the fame, had to pump my stomach
    Throw it back up like I don't want it
    Wipe my face, clean off my vomit
    OCD, tryna push my buttons
    I said don't touch it, now y'all done it
    I can be critical, never typical
    Intricate with every syllable, I'm a criminal
    Intimate, but never political, pretty visual
    Even if you hate it, I'll make it feel like you're in it, though
    You call me what you wanna, but never call me forgettable
    Leave you deep in thought, I could never swim in the kiddie pool
    Way that I been thinkin' is cinematic, it's beautiful
    Man, I don't know if I'm makin' movies or music videos (videos, videos, videos)
    Yeah, the sales can rise
    Doesn't mean much though when your health declines
    See, we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside
    That we try to suffocate, you know, hopin' it dies
    Try to hold it underwater but it always survives
    Then it comes up out of nowhere like an evil surprise
    Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies
    You don't relate to that? Must not be as crazy as I am
    The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place
    And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way
    It's pretty cool, right? Yeah, but it's not always safe
    Just hang with me, this'll only take a moment, okay?
    Just think about it for a second, if you look at your face
    Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great
    You'll never be great, not because you're not, but the hate
    Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith (woo!)
    I am developin', take a look at the benefits
    Nothin' to meddle with, I can never be delicate
    Am I even relevant? That depends how you measure it
    Take a measurement, then bag it up and give me the evidence
    It's pretty evident; dependable can never be tentative
    I'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuine
    Pretty elegant, but not afraid to tell you to get a grip
    Proper etiquette, I keep it to myself when I celebrate, ah (ah)
    It's that time again
    Better grab your balloons and invite your friends
    Seat belts back on, yeah, strap 'em in
    Look at me, everybody, I'm smilin' big
    On a road right now that I can't predict
    Tell me "Tone that down, " but I can't resist
    Y'all know that sound, better raise your fist
    The search begins, I'm back, so enjoy the trip, huh

  7. Hii nate.. I grew up in an abusive house hold and my brother and I stayed at my mom for a while and she drank alot.. I started using drugs when I went to highschool and was hospitalized for atemmpted of suicide and my perants blamed me the a moved to my dad and he started drinking again.. He tried so many times to do things with me and I'm still in this situation where he abuses me fiscally and mentally.. I'm stuck tonight I'm lying here in the bath overdosing on my antidepressants and cutting myself.. Everyday I hate me cuase I opened up my eyes…i hate myself cuase my not the person everyone wants.. I'm not who I want to be.. I wish I never even was born.. My perant my it so hard and my psychiatrist tells my my dad and step mom everything so when I get home it's even harder.. I'm telling u this cuase u understand and other people going through the Same understands.. I'm hoping I'm not going to open up my eyes tommrow and I have my exams coming up tommorrw I don't wanna fail with this attempting suicide.. I live in south Africa.. And I a white 17 year old girl hoping to leave this world behind.. I tried and tried but I just can't seem to be who people want me to be.. This is the night where I give up

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    LOL word! speach up brother! can you teach MGK how to do rap? "ThugLife" (You don't sign with everyone, no matter how Jew you are xD) Nobody select thugs, we should be "soldiers". (atleast that's what I said)
    A.k.a: "When I grow up, I'm gonna be a wapper"

    Love you Eminem, look at what you created, "another 4 years old".
    And he's a gem today at 2019, I had enough, I want to hear you more NF. (NF=Enough)
    Like me or anyone else who even appreciate what he is really.
    A good father to his 2 daughthers, teaching me english on MTV/YT.
    I see what I see.
    I would snap even harder if I was a father to begin with.
    Never cross the G-code.

    I think you did good, for all those "9years old".
    Either it's you Eminem or Pewdiepie.
    We are matters.
    All the marshalls.
    Marshall matters.
    Don't really care what media say, Eminem is one of our ancestors who rather make a "teachable" lesson to his fans and sometimes make fun of to listen than diss on everyone in the industry to begin with.
    Face the true.

    I think the industry ruined his career, when he actually did what anyone after 2002-3 did to Eminem after they didn't like who "he" is.
    Rather it is the news or any other forum of social group, untill "tech" went fast, to find alot of applications like facebook or such, none of them ever going to let you know the truth behind everything.
    Every goverment or small group of them make "fake-news" or trying to troll atleast, but people int is like 85+/- iq best nowdays it seems.
    Those 100-180 iq are like 20% at best are the "meme people" to you.

    Dayum son, I think you should be the next 50 cent atleast (with everything I know as of today).
    Keep me up on this lmfao.
    Love and respect bro. <3
    -Never diss the G-code!
    Me 2019 in 15min writing and high af:
    after heating this:
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tfSS1e3kYeo

    Making a girl drop

    her pants for hot rod
    objectfying men as well
    by premitting to have titties and booties sell

    merchandise

    ideas

    your own time

    your sanity of how dumb

    you quite are
    but I know you're hurt
    any one is

    and lucky you almost wished

    you could almost replaced "her" making a porn
    Ma.
    Listen me up!
    Self-admitting "sex-sells"
    which then effects the porn "society" as whole
    fake girls pretend to be look-alike and shit
    people already snatched
    and payed her off

    for a whole year boy
    they make her go
    thro-surgeries

    like most of the

    "role models"

    which start with lips
    and then not being natural at all
    making make up goes away

    if you injecting poison at your face

    or other bodyparts from different parts

    which men tend to like
    to find only depression/issues afterwards

    commiting suicide
    like people who isn't sure

    about their transgenders'
    "what-it-gonna-be-like"

    everyone seems to believe
    in objectfied society and not stepping up

    to stop it from it's source
    the violence at/of movies
    and hate in .Y.T.
    or hate broadcast on .F.B.
    models are some Gram shit I never used.
    people dissing others for some cut
    people judging everyone inside
    NOBODY-PERFECT!

    out of the open-media is

    beat, out of bars
    voice autotuned as fucked

    or a voice that makes you cringe
    and also disgust (JB)<3

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DO1fTen5uqo

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